im bck!!!

haha....finally bck to my hometown-mersing!!!

i miss my beloved daddy and mummy
i miss my two crazy sis and bro
i miss my home
i miss my friends

i miss the seafood there
i miss the yam cake that made by my grandma
i miss the tong yun that made by my mum
i miss the seaside

haha....
i got to see my daddy, mummy, sis and bro and my friends finally!!!
and also i got all these things finally!!!

241109(xin ying's 18th b'day)

haha...
happy 18th b'day to xin ying!!!!
(became adult d....but u still look like little young girl...lol...kakaz!!!)

met xin ying, sab, shu han, hui won, chin min, cat, chia hui, sok ching and michelle today....
haha...happy, cuz was really long time no see them d....damn miss them...
celebrated xin ying's b'day at witchery....
what we did there??.......
pocker-ing of course, laptop-ing, photo taking, gossip-ing, chit chatting...
these were wat sss doing when we join together...lol...

it was a happy day...
unfortunately,....jasmine, kong, chew ling, joanne and siow chin were not around today
hope we can reunion 1 day....i miss u guys!

to xin ying:
happy 18th b'day
may god bless u
stay happy:)
stay pretty...
and 1 more....
stay "young"...lol

happy birthday

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO XIN YING

MAY GOD BLESS U

STAY HAPPY :)

MUAKSSS!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY

MAY GOD BLESS U

I LOVE YOU MUMMY

i miss u baby

busy but substantial week(161109-211109)

it was a damn busy week...
duh, i hav no energy at the end....

MONDAY

baby went bck 2 his hometown...missed him so much...
dinner alone...sardin with potato and tomato as my dinner
erm, not so nice actually, even felt abit digusting...yak!!!

all of us were rushing to finish munchy's b'day card...
i done it at 1.00 am...
thank god, i can going to sleep d...
but bit bit, dan dan n doggy still busying to decorate mun's b'day card till 2.30 am...
hai~kesian-nya....

TUESDAY

1st round
finally, i had make a decision-skipped the last 3 tutorials n went to time square n met my secondary sch buddies...
damn happy....i met them finally
xing ying, sab, chew ling, hui won, joanne, siow chin and shu han....long time no c!!! i miss u guys very very and very much!!!

after that, rushed bck 2 hostel

2nd round
celebrated munchy's b'day at feeling with hostel gang
really had a happy n an unforgetable b'day celebration...(the couple so sweet)
we were touching...boy boy went up to the stage and sang a love song to munchy n kiss her....~sweet~



3rd round
went to LOOK OUT POINT at 12.00 AM for meteor rain
it was my 1st time going there...
i like the scenery and the environment there...

went bck to hostel at 3.30 AM
reached hostel at 4.oo AM...

damn tired!!!

oh yea, we didnt see any meteor rain...
but wat we saw was.....the haze~swt
anyway....it was really an unforgetable experience....
although i did hav a happy and memorable night, baby was not around...i missed him so much!


WEDNESDAY

went KLCC to watch 2012.....
...with hostel gang again....
it was rainning cats and dongs...damn it!!we all were wet!!!!
mun was sick:(....hope she'll recover soon~

2012
it was nice....
a meaningful movie and it was touching me...

THURSDAY

became a good girl today...lol
attended all lectures...

baby went bck frm his hometown....
happy cuz can met him finally...

went pasar malam with baby and his friends...
haha....smelly bean curd again....(it was nice babe!!!)

OLD TOWN after that...

LOOK OUT POINT again after that...

went bck to hostel around 1.00 AM
it was a tired day for me again...:(

FRIDAY

became a bad girl again...skipped business, pure math and econs lecture...
went to KLCC and watched movie with baby...

THE FOURTH KIND...a real story movie...
not a bad movie actually...
but, unfortunately, i fall asleep when the movie still was broadcasting...lol

went bck to hostel after finished watching the movie....

SATURDAY

went to pavilion with my cousin sis

had brunch at Dragon-i

LOW YAT after that

haha...lol...thank god, i got my dream camera-E 450...damn happy!!!

went bck to hostel around 4 and reached there at 6...

dinner with cousin bro at night....

it was the last night we met together b4 going bck to hometown...i will miss u baby...

had a substantial and busy week
good bye all my friends

and good bye baby...
see you guys after the holidays

i will miss u guys
and of course i will miss u baby....

HAPPY HOLIDAYS

happy birthday to munchy

happy 18th birthday to munchy!!!

wish u hav a wonderful n an unforgetable 18th b'day....

~love u~

HAPPY HOLIDAYS

OLYMPUS E 520

The Olympus E-520 is a refreshed version of Olympus's upper-entry-level camera, the E-510. As such it's a slightly bulked-up E-420 with image stabilization, which makes it one of the most feature-packed and customizable cameras available for under £500/$800. It loses some of its sibling's compact chic but offers a bigger, longer-lasting battery and a more familiar grip shape to those people familiar with contemporary DSLRs.

Its Four-Thirds sensor (2.43cm2) offers 10 million pixel output and a Live view system that has become commonplace since Olympus pioneered the idea a few years back. It's clearly a camera that comes from a company with a strong heritage of making products for photographers, with useful features such as highlight and shadow spot metering modes sitting alongside a plethora of beginner-friendly point-and-shoot modes.

haha...i wil get tis camera sooner....^^

:(

sorry mama...sorry papa...
i got a very sucks result!!!

although tried all my best in this examination....
but...finally, i got a very very sucks result...

wat to do???
study hard...pay more attention while the lecturer is teaching...

no more playing...no more hanging out with friends...
no more hk drama-ing everyday...no more cc-ing
and no more procrastinate...
gonna study to the fullest!!!
but, r these work to me...
i dnt think so...
btw, i noe what should i do n wat shouldnt do...




study hard!!!!

maybe god wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one,
so that when we finally meet the person,
we wil know how to be grateful....







gratefully, u are the right one who i met....

smile

u teached me dnt cry because it is over, smile because it happened....

and now, i smile everyday

because it is really happening everyday...

happy birthday

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO PEI RU

BE AN ADULT FINALLY...LOL

STAY HAPPY:)

Genting 071109

just went bck frm genting with my college buddies...
woke up in the very early morning...
11 buddies went there by LRT n bus...
1st time going 2 genting without entering the theme park...quite weird actually...lol
so wat we did at there??
we went there were just 4 "makan again" lol...
enjoyed the cold weather...
took photos...
but it was fun!!!

it was really a happy n unforgetable day....(although damn tired!!!)
i really appreciate it...
hope can having more trips with my college buddies...
love u guys^^

the exam was over!!!!

hurray!!! the exam was over!!!!

shopping, cc, swimming, movies, hk dramas, pool, genting, sushi, steamboat, bbq....

I AM COMING!!!!

stress

burning the midnight candles...
tears dropped suddenly...
wat happen to me???
i hate myself.....
i hate myself y cant do better in my exam...
i hate myself y cant finish the revision earlier....
i hate myself y cant become smarter...
i hate myself y cant overcome the stress...

L - became my present tense again

to all my beloved friends

a friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else...

a friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words...

a friend is someone who believe in you, when u ceased to believe in yourself...

a friend is someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out

a friend is someone who knows all about you and loves you anyway!!!

just for u

may u hav enough hapiness to make u sweet, enough trials to make u strong, enough sorrow to keep u human, and enough hope to make u happy

dream what u want to dream, go where u want to go, be what you want to be....because u hav only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do...

University of Queensland, Australia

i hav a dream...tat is, study in University of Queensland, Australia!!!

god bless me, i can make it!!!

my dream uni^^

LOVE

love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear....

only by giving true love, wil get true love in return, but might also hurt much

by keeping a distance, can protect yourslef, but also destined to be alone forever....

EXAM is coming soon!!!

final exam is coming soon....
but still "cc-ing" n "playing" everyday....
monday-badminton
tuesday-swimming
wednesday-gym
thursday-swimming/badminton
saturday n sunday- watching hk drama/movies

duh....i hav 2 draw out some time 4 my studies lah....

i keep on telling myself hav 2 study hard, but....i failed 2 do it....

i need someone 2 motivate me!!!
i wanna get good result in my final exam!!!

friends & you

i keep on asking myself y i wanted to choose this way to end up our relationship...
and i came out wit this answer....

you and my friends...
maybe friends wil be the more important one than u now...
so i think that it is unfair to you...
i noe i hurt you so much....
but,
i still like u as yet, and i miss u, honestly....
the time we had together, was amazing, although just 2 weeks
but,
i think im not ready to be with you right now....
pls forgive my selfishness...
and i wanna thank u still treat me vry well after we broke up....
u r really a good guy

WHY people always like to make a simple thing become so complicated????

wats wrong with me???

whats wrong with me???

i really dnt noe what i want right now!!!

COME ON la...!!!

confusing & annoying

im so confusing right now...

everythings are annoying me till i cnt breath...

...

...

...

DAMN!!!

happy mooncake festival

i did have a happy n unforgetable "belated" mooncake festival with u guys...
i appreciate it...
full of blessedness n happiness



to yee family n all my friends:

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!!!!

happy b'day to MR NEO

HAPPY B'DAY TO MR NEO YEOW CHONG

TO MR NEO: satisfy???!!!

happy mooncake festival

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!!!

:)

my new look...

went salon 2day...

what was the objective 4 going there? cut my hair of course...

erm...felt quite weird la...~

what do i look like right now?? the answer is....mushroom..haha(ss)...

hey friends...pls dnt laugh at me when u c me k??...

erm..i dnt mind if u guys wanna laugh at me...but pls laugh in small volume k??!!







before

after

happy birthday to kae nie

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAE NI

^_STAY HAPPY_^

~LOVE YOU~

happy holidays^^

haha...the 2nd test was over finally...
n hari raya holidays wil be start on tis saturday...
yeah!!!!going bck 2 batu pahat 2 celebrate chew ling's b'day
n also going bck 2 mersing 2 celebrate my beloved daddy's b'day...
sss, i damn miss u guys...
looking 4ward 2 c you guys...

happy birthday to chew ling

happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to chew ling......
happy birthday to you.

hey girl, happy 18th b'day ya...
stay happy n wish you can gt flying colours in ur As n A2 examination...
love you...muakz....

THANK YOU

i just wanna say

...

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...

...

...

...

THANK YOU

single

i told him finally...

bck 2 single finally...
mayb the time was really not suitable 4 us 2 involve in this relationship...

dnt think so much...
just concentrate on my studies right now...

stay happy...n pls forget me...

thnk u 4 caring n loving me.....
last but not least.....
sorry...

bck 2 single

i hav been thinking quite sometime...then i came out with this conclusion....

....
....
....
....
....
....
....

BCK TO SINGLE!!!!

i feel vry sorry to you...
pls forget me....
n thnk u 4 caring n loving me....
SORRY....

SORRY....

i think i really hvnt gt ready 2 involve in a new relationship...
i think we better bcome friend...i hav been thinking quite sometime then i came out with this conclusion.
its none ur falts, but is my problem. i tried 2 accept ur love but i cnt did it...perhaps i really nt yet gt ready 2 hav a new relationship...
i noe i hurt u so much, but i think it is better 4 u 2 noe earlier. You r a good guy but pls dnt spent ur time on me....i feel vry sorry 2 u.
Get weel soon, its nt good 2 see u gt hurt....thnk u 4 caring n loving me, but i dnt think i deserve these....sry....

past tense n present tense....

past tense - A
present tense - L
....
....
....
....
n i think L will be my present tense soon.....





sorry L

happy birthday to my beloved daddy

happy birthday daddy...

i love you...

no title...

juz finished supper...
full now...
feel moody 2day...
damn boring...
something annoying me...
pls be candid to me k??...
who can understand my feeling now??...
i need somebody 2 talk 2...
i need somebody 2 lean on...
i need a hug...a sincere hug...a warm hug...

wat relations are we now???

wat relations are we now...???

i m confusing...

friend??? just friend???

but sometime i don't think our relations r just friend...

even our friends oso have same idea...

u r nice n gentle 2 me if compared wif others...

u tell me something weighing on ur mind...

u shared ur happiness n sadness with me...

and u r so care of me...

but all these things...

....am i thinking too much??

am i too sensitive??

or this is ur way 2 associate with ur friends??

or r you really have feelings 2ward me??

i really have no idea at all...

i really would like 2 ask u that question...

but i have no courage 2 do it....

i scare our friendship might spoilt...

i wana protect our friendship...

i am waiting 4 u 2 ask me the same question...

i have no mood 2 study!!!

brought a lot of books bck 2 mersing...
planned 2 study these books in this 2 weeks holidays...
but i cnt did it, i failed to do it...
because of my lazziness...
no mood la...
felt sleepy when i saw these thick thick books...
yet im nt starting 2 read, i already felt sleepy...
how 2 overcome this problem???

who can help me???

i miss u guys...

long time no c sot siao sampat members ady...
damn miss u guys...
how r u guys???
unfortunately, i cnt presence sot siao sampat's "reunion dinner"
hai~~
miss the time tat we
study 2gether...
play 2gether...
fun 2gether...
sot 2gether...
siao 2gether...
sampat 2gether...
thx guys 4 giving me these happy n un4getable n crazy memories...

appreciate our relationship....
grateful 2 have u guys as my friends....

xin ying, shu han, chew ling, joanne, siow chin, sab, jasmine, kong n hui won...
i miss u guys....

B(best)F(friends)F(forever)!!!

my new college life....

started my college life almost 3 weeks ady....
recognised some friends there....
*joann, perline, calvin, aaron, john, larry, kae ni n more...*
they r damn funny n friendly!!!....

studying with them everyday...
chit chatting with them everyday...
"playing" with them everyday...
"dinnering" with them everyday...

quite joyful...
my life is quite full of substance....
tats my life in college n hostel...

i appreciate all the things wat i have nw...

happy wesak day

~HAPPY WESAK DAY~

仰望天空

如果你住在乡村，

你可能会常常仰望天空，

但如果你住在城市，

就不一定了。

遗忘了天空，

等于失去了这个世界最引以为豪的景观。

天空非常美丽，

它那湛蓝的颜色非常令人赞叹。

朋友，

每天仰望天空5分钟，

让你的思想休息片刻，

给你的灵魂，心灵一息安宁。。。

~LOOK AT THE SKY~

闷闷的一天。。。

早上

不愿起床。。。
吃早餐。。。
上网。。。
听音乐。。。
发呆。。。

等待午餐时刻到来。。。

YEH!!! 吃午餐！！！

上网。。。
听音乐。。。
看电视。。。
发呆。。。

等待晚餐时刻到来。。。

开饭咯！！！
与家人共进晚餐。。。

看电视。。。
下棋。。。
上网。。。
听音乐。。。
发呆。。。

~睡觉。。。zzz~

就这样，我度过了闷闷的一天~~。。。

my uncle's house...

4th of may

after checked in 2 the hostel,
i went bck 2 my uncle's house,
started staying there from 5th of may to 11th of may....
OMG!!! is almost 1 week...
is quite boring actually...
anyway...
i m happy n blessedness...
my uncle, aunty and grandma r really take care of me...
n my 3 little cousins...
they r soooooo cute n fun !!!!
(but they oso vry naughty sometimes!!!)
~feeling warm...~


my uncle's house....

garden

living room

a big plasma TV

comfortable sofa

dining room

vegetable patch

一个人的早餐

一个人，
吃早餐．．．
突然觉得今天的早餐和以往不同了．．．
同样的食物．．．面包．．．面．．．牛奶．．．咖啡．．．鸡蛋．．．（还有昨天在pasar malam 买的食物 ~hehe~)．．．
不是味道淡了，
也不是味道重了．．．
我知道了，
是气氛不同了．．．

习惯了和爸妈一起想用早餐．．．
习惯了和爸妈一边聊天，一边吃早餐．．．
习惯了吃完早餐后，静静地坐在一旁聆听爸妈和＂三姑六婆＂的＂每日新闻＂LOL!!!．．．
习惯了和一群朋友吵吵闹闹地享用早餐．．．
习惯了一边和朋友聊八卦，一边吃早餐．．．
习惯了充满笑声的早晨．．．
习惯了热热闹闹的早晨．．．

我才发现一个人的早餐是
寂寞的．．．
孤单的．．．

pasar malam night...

7.30 pm
after finished dinner,
followed my uncle n aunty went 2 pasar malam(Sungai Long),
we arrived about 8-30pm, bacause it was so traffic jam on the way....

8-30 pm
finally, we arrived...
there was so many ppl!!!
i event cnt walk...
they blocked my way...!

there was so many food stalls!!! yummy!!!
i was so excited when i saw the foods were arranged on the table orderly....
yummy....!!!yummy.....!!!yummmy.....!!!

i saw my favourite---dessert!!!
cheese cakes....malay traditional pancakes....kaya balls...semi-congealed bean curd(dou fu hua)....bak zangs...egg tarts...roti canais...burgers.....and many many many more.....(sorry i cnt list down all the foods there, bcause s too many!!)

abang balik??

dou fu hua

egg tart

malay traditional desserts

burger!!


bought many foodsss....
event 4 our 2mr morning de breakefast and 2mr, 2mr morning de breakefast oso have...hehe

9.30 pm
finished "shooping"
went bck home....

9.50 pm
its time 2 start our supper!!! YEH!!!
i felt so blessedness.....(yummy)
OMG!!! my stomach was too full!!!
i think i cnt sleep early 2day already, so that i m sharing my "happiness" with u guys here....

(sorry 4 no taking pics bcause there was too many ppl...n i oni think about my foods)...hehe....
next time i wil take the pics and share with u guys ya.....




~although it was a small and simple thing .... it can makes me or event everyone feels happy and blessedness...~
~so,....rmb...happy oways ya!!!~

*HAPPY*

~“我喜欢你”~

~故事一则~

男生和女生是好朋，
不久，男生对女生产生了好感。。。
可是男生却无法对女生说出“我喜欢你”
虽然只是短短的四个字。。。

一年后，男生和女生即将毕业，
毕业典礼当天，
男生决定鼓起勇气到女生面前向女生说“我喜欢你”，
却发现女生的小手已被一个陌生的大手握着。。。
男生感到后悔莫及，
心想要是一年前他勇敢地向那位女生表白。。。
现在，女生的小手应该被自己的大手握着。。。

可是我的想法跟男生的想法恰好相反。。。
要是男生真的鼓起勇气向女生表白，
反而会将两者的距离拉远，
他们的友谊也会因此而划上句号。。。
难道“我喜欢你”四个字值得他付出这样的牺牲吗？






“我喜欢你”这四个字在每个人的字典里都有着不同的等号，
有些人可以随随遍遍地就说出口，
然而有些人却会一直藏在心里，没有勇气说出口。。。
我认为我是后者
因为一旦“我喜欢你”一说出口
双方都必须勇于负责任。。。
因为这个责任很重。。。很重。。。


到底我是没有勇气说出口，
还是害怕负责任，
还是害怕受伤害，
我到现在还是不清楚。。。